Someone wrote in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} fearofcrashing, |
I'm afraid of losing myself, but also of who I am and am becoming. Whenever I distance myself from what I have to be, I'm so different. And so I don't know who I am. And who I love, really, from mucisians to menfolk. There's this one guy. Who hurt me. I don't even know if it was so badly, but he hurt me, and my parents always fight and almost all of my aunts and uncles are divorced on my mom's side and my dad's already been divorced once and what if I inherited that? What if I can't love at all?
I don't believe in enough anymore.
I wish I could trust easier, be less jealous, and mesh whoever I am into one beautifulgirl. But I don't know how. I just end up dissappointed in myself.
I don't believe in enough anymore.
I wish I could trust easier, be less jealous, and mesh whoever I am into one beautifulgirl. But I don't know how. I just end up dissappointed in myself.
